New beginings ..... again!

OK...... so the big sulky black cloud of despair reared it's head again and the delete button was liberally and furiously pressed in an effort to eradicate the past. It didn't work. The memories are still there but at least they are less painful the more time marches past.
It was a mistake to delte everything. At the time it felt good but with hindsight I wish i hadn't done it as so much of it, the creative arm, is lost. That's a sadness I feel greater than .... most things.